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Harus Berapa Kali Kutemui ?"},"content":{"type":"html","$t":"\u003Cdiv dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: left;\" trbidi=\"on\"\u003E\u003Cdiv class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cdiv class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Ca href=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-z964x_k0yMU\/UinK13pxtcI\/AAAAAAAAA04\/zqtRx9PNcXw\/s1600\/failure.gif\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"\u003E\u003Cimg border=\"0\" height=\"199\" src=\"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-z964x_k0yMU\/UinK13pxtcI\/AAAAAAAAA04\/zqtRx9PNcXw\/s320\/failure.gif\" width=\"320\" \/\u003E\u003C\/a\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EPostingan dengan nada yang sama sepertinya sudah dimuat di masa yang lalu. Namun entah mengapa gue pengen banget mengulangi artikel dengan warna abu-abu ini. Ya, tentang \u003Cb\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Courier New\u0026quot;,Courier,monospace;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #cc0000;\"\u003Ekegagalan,\u003C\/span\u003E \u003Cspan style=\"color: #f1c232;\"\u003Egalau,\u003C\/span\u003E dan \u003Cspan style=\"color: #93c47d;\"\u003Erasa putus asa.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/b\u003E Padahal dulu gue udah berikrar ini itu, semangat ini itu, tapi sepertinya kegagalan terus menerus semakin menguat dalam menguji gue.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Ca name='more'\u003E\u003C\/a\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, gue menemui kegagalan lagi.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYang belum gue share-kan ke pemirsa WTP kurang lebih ada 2. Yang pertama adalah kegagalan gue dalam mengurangi jumlah besaran BOP yang harus orang tua gue bayarkan ke Universitas Indonesia. Ya, gue mencoba untuk mengajukan BOP-Berkeadilan, yakni besaran BOP disesuaikan dengan kemampuan orang tua. Selama 2 tahun ini, gue tetep membayar biaya kuliah yang penuh, alias tidak ada murah-murahnya. \u003Cu\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #f1c232;\"\u003EYa, 5 juta rupiah.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/u\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EHal ini bukan karena apapun, melainkan terhambatnya informasi yang gue dapetin semasa memasuki perkuliahan di Universitas Indonesia. Karena permohonan BOP-B hanya diselenggarakan pada semester ganjil \/ alias hanya setahun sekali, maka kesempatan gue selama ini \u003Cb\u003Eudah ada 3 kali.\u003C\/b\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYang pertama udah gue lewatin karena saat itu adalah hegemoni gue masuk UI, nggak tau apa-apa tentang politik kampus, birokrasi, BOPB itu apa, dan segala macemnya. Selayaknya membayar biaya sekolah, ketika disodorkan tagihan berjumlah x, maka gue bayar sejumlah x. Tahun kedua, atau kesempatan kedua, perhatian gue dikacaukan dengan liburan semester genap yang sangat panjang, yakni 3 bulan. Nah, pengajuan BOP-B saat itu bagi gue masih sangatlah merepotkan, harus mengurus ini itu, stigma dan perasaan takut kalau-kalau petugas macem-macem, dan lain sebagainya. Selain itu, gue juga belum mengenal dengan baik yang namanya Adkesma. Sehingga praktis saja, kesempatan gue yang kedua hilang begitu saja\u0026nbsp; dan gue harus tetep membayar\u0026nbsp; 5 juta rupiah untuk semester-semester berikutnya.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EDan, kesempatan ketiga gue, \u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Trebuchet MS\u0026quot;,sans-serif;\"\u003Eyang bener-bener gue manfaatin dan gue \u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003Eupayain banget,\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E kandas di akhir karena \u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003Enominal BOP gue tetep nggak berubah.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, gue udah melengkapi berkas-berkas yang menyulitkan itu, gue udah bela-belain ini itu, bolak-balik Depok-Tulungagung hanya dengan harapan 'uang SPP' gue berkurang kadar mahalnya.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, semua berkas sudah lengkap, tidak ada lagi yang kurang. Seperti rumor yang beredar, siapapun yang mengajukan pasti berkurang BOP nya, \u003Cspan style=\"color: #f1c232;\"\u003Enamun tidak dengan kasus gue ini.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYah, mungkin mereka kira gue bohong. Mungkin mereka kira orang tua gue yang dua-duanya PNS bergaji tinggi, padahal udah gue bilang sesuai kenyataan bahwa gaji mereka kena potongan besar banget untuk membayar kredit ini itu, rumah, kendaraan, dan sebagainya.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003ETapi, yah, sudahlah.. Gue ikhlasin yang satu ini. Kalopun BOP gue masih tetep mahal, gue paling nggak masih ada harapan lain di bantuan finansial beasiswa. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Helvetica Neue\u0026quot;,Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\"\u003EGue berharap pada beasiswa.\u0026nbsp;\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, gue telah apply beasiswa dan hanya menunggu apakah gue lolos menjadi penerima beasiswa ataukah tidak.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EDan, pemirsa bisa menebak sendiri jawaban dari pertanyaan itu, sesuai dengan judul artikel ini.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, dari sekian ratus penerima beasiswa, yang lolos dari kategori baru ( bukan perpanjangan ) hanya 55 orang dari banyak sekali orang.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, tentu saja jumlah itu kecil sekali. Jumlah yang sangat tidak imbang. 179 penerima beasiswa, yang berasal dari penerima baru hanya 55 dan yang perpanjangan 124 orang.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003ESetidaknya 124 orang ini sudah pernah menikmatinya (beasiswa), lalu kami-kami yang baru, seakan kesempatan terbuka hanya kecil sekali. Ya, tentu saja gue kecewa.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003ETapi gue sadar, menyalahkan beasiswa dan yayasannya bukanlah hal yang bijak dan tepat. Kurang bijak rasanya kalau gue protes menuntut gue harus lolos dan mendapatkan beasiswa, \u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Ekarena gue sendiri nggak tahu,\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E apakah emang benar lebih banyak yang membutuhkan daripada gue atau nggak.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYah, langkah terbijak adalah dengan membuat asumsi bahwa banyak banget yang lebih membutuhkan daripada gue. Lebih baik gue berprasangka baik daripada harus memfitnah dan menuduh yang tidak-tidak, ya, karena gue harus bijak. \u003Cspan style=\"font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003EGue harus sportif, gue akan sportif, dan gue sportif.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Trebuchet MS\u0026quot;,sans-serif;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: x-large;\"\u003ENamun, yang namanya gagal ya gagal.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EMau dikemas dengan dalih apapun, mau dihibur dengan berjuta kalimat bijak apapun, nyatanya gue tetep gagal. Gagal memperoleh hak gue di BOPB, dan juga gagal mendapatkan beasiswa.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EDulu gue udah pernah cerita, kalo gue udah gagal lomba puisi, lomba debat, lomba modelling, dan gue bilang ke kalian kalau beasiswa dan BOPB ini gagal juga, lengkap sudah kegagalan gue.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, apa lagi ? Berapa kali sih sebenernya seorang yang sukses itu menemui kegagalan ? Gue yang naif ini mengira kalau kita sudah menemui kegagalan 5 sampai 10 aja kita sudah bisa menemui kesuksesan, namun ternyata mungkin belum cukup, mungkin ratusan, bahkan ribuan.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EDan gue akhirnya sadar, hidup itu tidak mudah. Sama sekali.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EGue paham bahwa hidup itu gak mudah, seperti yang diceritakan para bijak dan orang tua, namun \u003Cspan style=\"color: #f1c232;\"\u003E\u003Cb\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\"\u003Egue bener-bener paham setelah mengalaminya sendiri.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/b\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E Ya, mengalami kegagalan demi kegagalan, yang tak kunjung berhenti.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EOrang bilang, untuk bisa sukses, seseorang harus merasakan dulu pahitnya kegagalan, sampai hapal, sampai\u0026nbsp; terbiasa, dan jumlahnya ribuan kali.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, gue jadi bertanya dalam hati. \u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003EApakah benar ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #f6b26b;\"\u003EApakah benar seperti itu ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #ffd966;\"\u003ESiapa yang bisa menjaminnya ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #93c47d;\"\u003ESiapa yang bisa jamin kalau gue terus menerus menjalani usaha ini, dan tetap terus menerus gagal suatu saat bakal menemui kesuksesan ?\u003C\/span\u003E \u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #76a5af;\"\u003ESiapa yang bisa jamin ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003ELalu bagaimana bisa gue ga iri dengan orang yang umurnya sebaya dengan gue, tapi masa kecilnya sudah \u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003Emengoleksi ratusan piala di lemari rumahnya,\u003C\/span\u003E \u003Cspan style=\"color: #ffd966;\"\u003Epredikat ini itu dari berbagai lomba,\u003C\/span\u003E dan \u003Cspan style=\"color: #6fa8dc;\"\u003Esekarang di umur yang tidak jauh berbeda dengan gue mampu menemukan passion dan bidangnya sendiri, bahkan mampu mandiri menafkahi dirinya sendiri ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cb\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EBagaimana caranya biar gue ga iri ? Bagaimana ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/b\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EApakah gue harus melihat ke bawah dan bersyukur seperti saran dari para pemuka agama dan orang-orang tua bijak ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Helvetica Neue\u0026quot;,Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\"\u003ESudah ! \u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003EGue sudah melaksanakannya dan gue memang merasakan rasa lega dan bersyukur yang luar biasa. Ketika gue melihat ke bawah, pada mereka yang kurang beruntung, gue bener-bener merasa bersyukur. Sudah, gue sudah melakukannya !\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003ENamun apakah sampai mati nanti kira hanya akan melihat ke bawah ? Nggak, nggak bisa, menurut gue nggak bisa. Kita tetep harus fokus ke tujuan kita, karena kita berjalan menuju masa depan. Dan otomatis ketika gue sudah lelah bersyukur, gue mau nggak mau harus fokus lagi dengan cita-cita dan akhirnya mendongak lagi ke atas melihat mereka yang telah sukses.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EBayangan mereka selalu membuat gue merasa berat, ya, berat sekali mencapai sukses itu.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EDan gue mau mengakhiri postingan ini dengan sad ending.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EYa, kalau di artikel-artikel galau sebelumnya gue selalu menyemangati diri gue sendiri dan menemukan solusinya, gue pengen artikel ini menjadi artikel yang putus asa.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #6aa84f;\"\u003EMeskipun gue tahu setelah ini gue bakal terus menerus dengan keras kepala mengejar impian gue dan seluruh cita-cita gue, tapi biarlah artikel ini menjadi luapan kekecewaan gue semata.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cdiv style=\"text-align: justify;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-family: \u0026quot;Trebuchet MS\u0026quot;,sans-serif;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"font-size: x-large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan style=\"color: #e06666;\"\u003EMaju saja kegagalan, gue nggak takut lagi. Gue sudah mulai terbiasa dengan lo.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E#Trivia : Gue juga gagal menjalankan kepanitiaan, yakni PSA Mabim, gue diputihin dari panitia karena berbagai masalah, ya, sekali lagi, ini salah satu kegagalan gue, lagi..\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003EWritten by :\u003Cbr \/\u003EKumara Ranudihardjo\u003Cbr \/\u003EAt his boarding room\u003Cbr \/\u003EWaiting for Monday\u003Cbr \/\u003E24082013-17:25\u003C\/div\u003E"},"link":[{"rel":"replies","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/feeds\/8776585684658778086\/comments\/default","title":"Post Comments"},{"rel":"replies","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2013\/08\/kegagalan-harus-berapa-kali-kutemui.html#comment-form","title":"0 Comments"},{"rel":"edit","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/8776585684658778086"},{"rel":"self","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/8776585684658778086"},{"rel":"alternate","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2013\/08\/kegagalan-harus-berapa-kali-kutemui.html","title":"Kegagalan, Harus Berapa Kali Kutemui ?"}],"author":[{"name":{"$t":"Kumara Ranudihardjo"},"uri":{"$t":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/profile\/03131582063625184937"},"email":{"$t":"noreply@blogger.com"},"gd$image":{"rel":"http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail","width":"16","height":"16","src":"https:\/\/img1.blogblog.com\/img\/b16-rounded.gif"}}],"media$thumbnail":{"xmlns$media":"http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/","url":"http:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-z964x_k0yMU\/UinK13pxtcI\/AAAAAAAAA04\/zqtRx9PNcXw\/s72-c\/failure.gif","height":"72","width":"72"},"thr$total":{"$t":"0"}},{"id":{"$t":"tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936268029563130584.post-8203840605452176587"},"published":{"$t":"2012-12-29T14:12:00.000+07:00"},"updated":{"$t":"2012-12-29T14:54:59.902+07:00"},"category":[{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"desperation"},{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"eat"},{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"food"},{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"stress"}],"title":{"type":"text","$t":"Eat Eat and Eat"},"content":{"type":"html","$t":"\u003Cdiv dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: left;\" trbidi=\"on\"\u003E\u003Cdiv class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"\u003E\u003Ca href=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-8SSmwKaPmrA\/UN6Lp5VyF9I\/AAAAAAAAAFs\/m6zBudIWszU\/s1600\/385745_2577689658100_1242823843_n.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"\u003E\u003Cimg border=\"0\" height=\"240\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-8SSmwKaPmrA\/UN6Lp5VyF9I\/AAAAAAAAAFs\/m6zBudIWszU\/s320\/385745_2577689658100_1242823843_n.jpg\" width=\"320\" \/\u003E\u003C\/a\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EYeah, today's topic will revolve around our daily activities of eating.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EWhy would we eat everyday ? Obviously because we need to survive and gather as much energy to be able to do many activities.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003E\u003Ca name='more'\u003E\u003C\/a\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: orange;\"\u003EWhat's my point here ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: orange;\"\u003EI would like to point out that, when we're sad, in a blue state, depressed, or maybe broken hearted\u003C\/span\u003E (just like I feel nowadays =_= ) \u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E, then we need to fill our stomach with plenty of food !\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EWhy is that ?\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: yellow;\"\u003EMy theory says, that when we're hungry, we tend to \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003Efeel many negative feeling.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: yellow;\"\u003E SO, to put it simply, our bad mood worsened everytime our stomach is grawling.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: yellow;\"\u003ESO, what we need the most to get out of this such desperation, is by \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Eeating a lot of food.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EWe'll feel better when not hungry. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003EAgree ? Yeah you must.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EBeing rejected from my lover, \u0026nbsp;this past week I've been stressed a lot.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EMy body \u003C\/span\u003Ethinned\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E, and \u003C\/span\u003Elack of nutrition.\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E It all happened, just because of thinking about that special person. Yeah I know, that is silly. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003EIt's a waste of time \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003Eto think about a person who dumps you up.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EWhy bother worsening our condition by suffering this much pain ? \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: orange;\"\u003EThen let's just find something delicious to eat and our mood will risen up again, \u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"\u003Eto the max !\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EYeah I know, not always 'to the max'. Especially when the pain you're enduring \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: cyan;\"\u003Eis just too much.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003E Yeah \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EI love this person, \u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Eso much.\u003C\/span\u003E \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EThat I can't stand it when we're parting. It stressed me a lot. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EYeah, A LOT.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EBut it's true when I eat something to fulfill my hunger, my sadness disappeared, a bit, and temporary..\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EThat's when I realize it, that I must not abandon my hunger anymore. I do not want to be sad anymore. It pains me enough to be alone, I don't want to have another burden in my life. \u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: purple;\"\u003EMy life is hard enough without you scattering in my mind.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"\u003EYeah, go away ! I don't love you, I love yummy food !\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: #274e13;\"\u003EHahaha, I remember now. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EMy friend 'Ndut'-Nanda once told me to eat when I broke up with my girl few years ago. I don't know exactly what that means, that time. Now I know exactly how it feels.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: purple;\"\u003EIn other case, I watched Honey and Clover series.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003E\u0026nbsp;\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EThere's a scene when \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EYamada Ayumi told us\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003E that she need to eat a lot, so that she'll be able to endure the pain of watching Mayama and Rika together. She need to be strong so she won't easily broken by the pain she is suffering.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EShe's strong indeed. And now I know, to stand against so much pain, \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: #274e13;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Ewe need to get stronger ourself. \u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: lime;\"\u003EThat is by consume as much energy as we need.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003EThanks to that two person. Ndut and Ayumi.\u003Cbr \/\u003EI'll get stronger, \u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Ephysically\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E and \u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003Ementally\u003C\/span\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: large;\"\u003E.\u003C\/span\u003E I won't be easily wrecked from now on.\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: blue;\"\u003EHiyaah, and now I'm starting to feel hungry..\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E*grawning*\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003EWritten by :\u003Cbr \/\u003EKumara Ranudihardjo\u003Cbr \/\u003EWaiting for the 30th\u003Cbr \/\u003EAfter accepting his parting with his lover\u003Cbr \/\u003ETrying to be stronger everyday\u003Cbr \/\u003E29122012-14:15\u003C\/div\u003E"},"link":[{"rel":"replies","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/feeds\/8203840605452176587\/comments\/default","title":"Post Comments"},{"rel":"replies","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2012\/12\/eat-eat-and-eat.html#comment-form","title":"2 Comments"},{"rel":"edit","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/8203840605452176587"},{"rel":"self","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/8203840605452176587"},{"rel":"alternate","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2012\/12\/eat-eat-and-eat.html","title":"Eat Eat and Eat"}],"author":[{"name":{"$t":"Kumara Ranudihardjo"},"uri":{"$t":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/profile\/03131582063625184937"},"email":{"$t":"noreply@blogger.com"},"gd$image":{"rel":"http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail","width":"16","height":"16","src":"https:\/\/img1.blogblog.com\/img\/b16-rounded.gif"}}],"media$thumbnail":{"xmlns$media":"http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/","url":"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-8SSmwKaPmrA\/UN6Lp5VyF9I\/AAAAAAAAAFs\/m6zBudIWszU\/s72-c\/385745_2577689658100_1242823843_n.jpg","height":"72","width":"72"},"thr$total":{"$t":"2"}},{"id":{"$t":"tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1936268029563130584.post-7727994401969239483"},"published":{"$t":"2012-12-27T17:27:00.004+07:00"},"updated":{"$t":"2012-12-27T17:27:58.610+07:00"},"category":[{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"absurd"},{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"desperation"},{"scheme":"http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#","term":"love"}],"title":{"type":"text","$t":"The Absurdity of Love"},"content":{"type":"html","$t":"\u003Cdiv dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: left;\" trbidi=\"on\"\u003E\u003Cdiv class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"\u003E\u003Ca href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-awC_gTkpGVY\/UNwfadFedKI\/AAAAAAAAAFM\/7kwIFtu_fck\/s1600\/love.jpg\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"\u003E\u003Cimg border=\"0\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-awC_gTkpGVY\/UNwfadFedKI\/AAAAAAAAAFM\/7kwIFtu_fck\/s1600\/love.jpg\" \/\u003E\u003C\/a\u003E\u003C\/div\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EThis may be my shortest post. Sorry for being too late updating the blog.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EIt's because I'm too busy doing many assignment. But now it's all over now.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EBesides, I can't concentrate on my work here, just because love.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EMy lover keeps silent for 5 days since December 21st.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003ENot saying anything even it's my birthday at 23rd.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EThen suddenly at the 25th, a message appeared on my phone.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"font-size: x-large;\"\u003EKita putus yah \u0026nbsp;kum, makasih buat semuanya.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EI shocked\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EDia sungguh sangat menghancurkan perasaanku.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EDia bilang hidupnya hancur lagi karena suatu hal, makanya dia mutusin aku.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003ETapi kau tau sayang ? Kau juga telah menghancurkan hidupku, dengan perlakuanmu.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: red;\"\u003EI don't know much, but I know I love you.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EI'll still love you. No matter what you do.\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cspan class=\"Apple-style-span\" style=\"color: magenta;\"\u003EFXKL\u003C\/span\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003E\u003Cbr \/\u003EWritten by :\u003Cbr \/\u003EKumara Ranudihardjo\u003Cbr \/\u003EAt his desperation of love\u003Cbr \/\u003E27122012-17:37\u003C\/div\u003E"},"link":[{"rel":"replies","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/feeds\/7727994401969239483\/comments\/default","title":"Post Comments"},{"rel":"replies","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2012\/12\/the-absurdity-of-love.html#comment-form","title":"0 Comments"},{"rel":"edit","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/7727994401969239483"},{"rel":"self","type":"application/atom+xml","href":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/feeds\/1936268029563130584\/posts\/default\/7727994401969239483"},{"rel":"alternate","type":"text/html","href":"http:\/\/www.wetepe.co.vu\/2012\/12\/the-absurdity-of-love.html","title":"The Absurdity of Love"}],"author":[{"name":{"$t":"Kumara Ranudihardjo"},"uri":{"$t":"http:\/\/www.blogger.com\/profile\/03131582063625184937"},"email":{"$t":"noreply@blogger.com"},"gd$image":{"rel":"http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail","width":"16","height":"16","src":"https:\/\/img1.blogblog.com\/img\/b16-rounded.gif"}}],"media$thumbnail":{"xmlns$media":"http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/","url":"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-awC_gTkpGVY\/UNwfadFedKI\/AAAAAAAAAFM\/7kwIFtu_fck\/s72-c\/love.jpg","height":"72","width":"72"},"thr$total":{"$t":"0"}}]}});